04/05/2020 It has been 41 days since my symptoms started

I started back to work again today. This time I am going to try to do it the right way. We have a plan of ramping up my workload over a few weeks, to not to cause anymore setbacks. So for the next few weeks I will be working from home to avoid the commuteContinue reading “04/05/2020 It has been 41 days since my symptoms started”

03/05/2020 This is like nothing I have ever experienced

I know I have said this quite a few times, but I have never experienced an illness like this. I don’t just mean the physical impact it is having on me which is so unpredictable, ranging from irritating to debilitating in the space of an hour, back to a minor ailment all before lunch. TheContinue reading “03/05/2020 This is like nothing I have ever experienced”

02/05/20 Share some love and some music

I woke up this morning with sleep in my eyes, and a pain in my chest. Another shit day ahead I thought to myself, well at least I am not coughing my guts up I suppose. I pulled myself together, went to the bathroom and got washed and dressed (routine is everything). I came downstairsContinue reading “02/05/20 Share some love and some music”

01/05/20 Uncertainty appears to be the only certainty

I have talked about managing uncertainty a few times before, but as this pandemic continues I think it is important to bring it up again. Uncertainty is the most difficult thing to deal with during this current crisis. Even though life in whole is uncertain, in normal circumstances we can use our past experiences andContinue reading “01/05/20 Uncertainty appears to be the only certainty”

28/04/2020 I have been getting some Headspace

Another day of feeling pants. Washed out, aching, tired, and detached from the world. There have been positives, I was rung by a physio and had a telephone assessment and she sent me my exercise regimes, which I can start once I have finished my antibiotics. We all had a moment to reflect and remember,Continue reading “28/04/2020 I have been getting some Headspace”

26/04/2020 Head full of cotton wool

I woke up about 4ish with a headache, and I just can’t shift it. My head feels like it is full of cotton wool. I thought taking the dog for a walk and getting some fresh air might clear my head. It hasn’t! My chest feels tighter today too. I am hoping as the dayContinue reading “26/04/2020 Head full of cotton wool”

25/04/2020 It must be the weekend

It’s 7:30 am on a Saturday morning, I have been up about 30 minutes, after another fitful sleep. The dog was pleased to see me get up, until I fed her and now she has moved on to laying near her treat cupboard in the vain hope that biscuit may suddenly appear. I initially putContinue reading “25/04/2020 It must be the weekend”