02/05/20 Share some love and some music

I woke up this morning with sleep in my eyes, and a pain in my chest. Another shit day ahead I thought to myself, well at least I am not coughing my guts up I suppose. I pulled myself together, went to the bathroom and got washed and dressed (routine is everything). I came downstairsContinue reading “02/05/20 Share some love and some music”

01/05/20 Uncertainty appears to be the only certainty

I have talked about managing uncertainty a few times before, but as this pandemic continues I think it is important to bring it up again. Uncertainty is the most difficult thing to deal with during this current crisis. Even though life in whole is uncertain, in normal circumstances we can use our past experiences andContinue reading “01/05/20 Uncertainty appears to be the only certainty”

28/04/2020 I have been getting some Headspace

Another day of feeling pants. Washed out, aching, tired, and detached from the world. There have been positives, I was rung by a physio and had a telephone assessment and she sent me my exercise regimes, which I can start once I have finished my antibiotics. We all had a moment to reflect and remember,Continue reading “28/04/2020 I have been getting some Headspace”

26/04/2020 Head full of cotton wool

I woke up about 4ish with a headache, and I just can’t shift it. My head feels like it is full of cotton wool. I thought taking the dog for a walk and getting some fresh air might clear my head. It hasn’t! My chest feels tighter today too. I am hoping as the dayContinue reading “26/04/2020 Head full of cotton wool”

25/04/2020 It must be the weekend

It’s 7:30 am on a Saturday morning, I have been up about 30 minutes, after another fitful sleep. The dog was pleased to see me get up, until I fed her and now she has moved on to laying near her treat cupboard in the vain hope that biscuit may suddenly appear. I initially putContinue reading “25/04/2020 It must be the weekend”

24/04/2020 Morning Notes

Dragonball Durag by Thundercat is playing on the radio, my head is gently throbbing, as I sit on my sofa in my front room in locked down suburbia. The sun shines in through the partially obscured window. Obscured with the curtain to stop the sun shining in my eyes. The occasional dog walker goes pastContinue reading “24/04/2020 Morning Notes”

23/04/2020 I thought I would continue to share with you.

I said yesterday I would not write anything again until I had something positive to say. Well I do have something positive to say…. Thank you! The messages of support I got yesterday lifted my spirits. I was overwhelmed by the kindness ad generosity of spirit expressed by strangers and friends a like. So thankContinue reading “23/04/2020 I thought I would continue to share with you.”